Saturday, July 17, 2010

Ex.

Dear you,
You suck. I don't hate you, I never could. But still, you suck.
I'm doubting every word you said. Did you ever tell the truth?
You said you loved me the DAY before we broke up.
Sorry when I say things, I mean it.
You're an ass and I'm never going to forgive you.
I'm a different person now, thanks to you.
I thought you were going to be different, you were the sweetest kid in the beginning.
It's not the breakup that broke me, it was what you said after that.
Understand you hurt me, and now I have a hard time trusting people,
especially boys.
I cried over you for too long. Too many sleepless nights and horrible days.
You're the worst, but you weren't a waste. You showed me that nobody is perfect.
But I still love you, even if you never did. But I'm forgetting about you more and more each day.

Stranger.

Dear stranger,
You are beatiful and strong. I don't know who you are, but I know you can take of the world.
Do and say what you want. Love with your whole body and just live life.
When people as why, say why not? When someone tells you something dangerous, just say
"Fuck it, you only live once." Don't die with any regrets.

Dreams.

I don't know what to do for this, so I'm gonna skip it for now.

Siblings.

Spencer,
You're amazing for putting up with my shit. I don't thank you enough for driving me everywhere, and buying me coffee when I don't have money. I know we get into a lot of fights, but I still love you. Always know that.
I don't want you to live at college, I want you to stay here. I miss you and you're only in Australia for 2 weeks. Oh and you're welcome for not crashing your car yet. :)

Tay,
I miss you so much. I hate that I only see you at Thanksgiving, Christmas and the summer.
But, you're almost done with college and I'm SO proud of you! I'm glad that I get to see you graduate, too. You're the best, and I love you very much. Come home soon, poopface!

Mom and Dad.

Dear Mommaa and Dad,
Thanks for being civil with eachother, even though you're divorced. It makes things a lot easier. Thank you for being there for me when times get tough.
I know I ask for a lot of stuff, and you give me what you can. I would consider myself spoiled, but not too spoiled.
Thanks for making a great kid! :)
I loooveee you guys. Xoxo

Monday, July 12, 2010

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Day 1

Your best friend.

Dear best friend,
We've never really had a fight, and that makes me happy. You're the funniest person I know and I just love being around you. My mom told me she wants me to be more like you, and I agree. You can light up a room just by walking in. I'm glad we are best friends, and I really hope we will still be friends, even after college. Even if you go to UVM and I go to UCF or Texas State. :P
I will always be there for you, no matter what. If you need me at anytime, you know you could just call. If you needed me to come to your house at 2 a.m. I would sneak out for you. (I guess it helps that you live right near me) :D

I love you, and if you read this you'll know who you are! :)